Wishing you love on a day of endings and beginnings! If I were taking my last breath today, I would be so thankful for love, and perhaps with a special nod to that love of the skyrocket variety. Whereas feelings of importance are for this world, and die with this world, the magic of loving another is so transcendent, so truly *other*-worldly, I sense I could ride that feeling through the great veil into the beyond, and never notice a thing! To feel such adoration for another breathes life into the deadest of places. I feel an unfair advantage as I walk a foot above the ground amongst my peers, with a little smile peering its way through even the most mundane activities, hardly able to conceal my  bursting, leaking, exploding color amongst the black and white. Even if there is never a moment, never a kiss, never a promise, never an anything! – it doesn’t matter. There might be that pain that comes with pining, but it ends up morphing back into the beauty of her beingness, and new dreams spin from it. To its core, there is no “this for that,” no “quid pro quo,” no “scratch my back.” Instead there is giddiness, and love, and wondering. Adoring, sighing, and soaring. And, it’s beyond good enough. It’s a gift of grace. A sliver of something truly other. A grand energy made of something from the most powerful of stars. It feels a reward for doing at least one thing right in a life. To love so wonderfully with no thought of reward … is the most special reward of all. I don’t really have any big dreams anymore, as the typical big ones seem so small. Few bring any joy outside of lonely self import. Let me just keep loving in this way, and I’ll feel as successful as anything I ever could have wished once upon a time upon a star. If your 2019 only has love and wonder in it, you’ll probably never notice anything is missing! May it be magical for you. Happiest new year! You are definitely loved! Please know it and feel it this day, and for the 365 ahead and beyond! ❤️🌟