You’re worth being loved in such a way where someone wants far less to possess you, but simply to behold you. That breathlessness of beholding you! Where the love felt for you is so overwhelming, it brings on a depth of things never felt before. Like bottoms falling out of floors, over and over and over again on the insides. To hold you invisibly as an angel would when you are hurt by someone’s words and to whisper love in your ear when in any kind of pain. And, that’s the end game in itself. That’s the reward in itself. The idea of getting something of selfish desire seems lifted by a gift of grace of something bigger. In fact, there is no feeling of free will involved. You feel a vessel for some bigger purpose, and your role in it is simply to be big, big, and then even bigger love without self-regard of any kind. …

Love like that exists. It’s real. It happens. And, when I choose the positive thought over that negative reminder, I open up a door that leads to it. When I do something, no matter seemingly small, of love for someone else, human or animal or insect, instead of feeling self pity, a hallway to it presents itself. And, as I get older, it feels more and more the only thing that matters in a world of ego and opinion and words and judgments is love. It’s a path to such magic, to such higher consciousness, to such compassion, but the positive must be chosen over the negative at every turn, or it stays a kite dragging across the sand before lift off. It’s worth it to command the negative memory to exit the back door of the mind, and let in the love and silliness of your heart.

Start with a simple I love You to You. And, then to somebody else. And, if you’re in love, enjoy every moment of it. The feeling of it, both the sublime pain and the ecstasy, bring you to another level of being you might have forgotten you ever had capable of lighting a way inside you.

You are loved in just such a way by somebody. By somebody, somewhere, some time. And, if happens only once, it happens eternally. It always happens. It always is. Just like you. I love you. <3 It’s so much better than the alternative. Choose joy at every turn as best you can. Doors open.

❤️

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