I don’t have a great feeling about that SpaceX launch today. But that probably shows how my intuition is all off! I don’t know! But I wonder if you look at ‘bynd’ today and remember where I got out! That’s the same inner voice that told me it was okay to express over you. Sure it will go up again eventually, but it was the right thing to do in the moment. And there were so many others, too, much bigger, but that’s the most recent. That voice is often all I have to go on, so I’ve tried to learn when it’s speaking, and learn when I’m hearing other noise. Thoughts I create in my mind that then create a feeling that I hope to be real. I’ve realized how powerful those are, too. But that’s not what’s real most of the time. But, today! I’m afraid it might be off! Or, more correctly, *I’m* off It! “Oh, you’re off it, alright!” And yet, I feel really kind of happy with everything! With how it’s all turned out! Whatever mess there is – – ah, there’s no mess at all, really! – there’s this kind of beauty in it. I’m okay, and that’s sometimes the best feeling in the world! How can one be upset on such a beautiful day? It’s so glorious outside today! Sunny and 85 (that’s Fahrenheit)!! And life has come alive! Some days when there’s nothing to say, these days you’re not seen — and there are too many of them! – these are the best days to simply remind you how loved you are! When the planets aren’t aligning, and the joy isn’t sparking, I’m gonna make some joy of my own! Jakey rests his old bones! On a late May day that feels like July! And he sighs and he groans! And finds that perfect position to fall into delicious sleeping! A summer’s day in May, and you make the flowers grow. This caravan of sympathy, you fill me with compassion! You’re positively radiant in my memory! Galvanic! There’s a word! A big one! Cuz you’re a ‘Gal’, for sure! And your vanic sends me into a panic! This delicious bliss of all this magic that you are!! You’re beautiful – all the way! That’s something you should know today. You’re measured in miles. I’ve so loved traveling these roads that lead to you, whether or not I got anywhere. You’re lighting up everything regardless! Regret or sadness only hinders the love of God. There’s no room for that when there’s so much to be grateful for! You make me so happy, ah, I wish you knew!! You’ve got this mighty shake! The earth rumbles, and nobody knows *what* to do! That’s how it feels when you come into view! You walk the golden mile! You do it in such style! You’re ethereal and you glow! You’re rainbows I don’t see so very often, but when I see you, there it is! Eternality! There is so much beauty all around me! It’s all because of you. There you are, the prettiest girl in the world. You’re beautiful, always. Maybe you’re getting married or planning on it! Maybe you’re house hunting to get out of the city and into a place in the burbs. I don’t know. I don’t know anything! And I’m used to that. But I wish you love with it all. You can love for the sake of love itself, I’ve found. It’s the realest love of all. You can have beauty without expectation. You can climb every mountain, only to find the mountain is everywhere you are! The center of the universe is waiting patiently inside, all the while. And you have *such* style! It’s okay to admire it from afar. There’s a beauty within you. Even if you feel parts of you are missing or gone. The parts you have will make a whole. You’ve come *so* far! I’m truly amazed by you, and all that you do. Even if no one reaches out to you, you’ve still got love inside of you. Let it spread to the stars! Your beauty is everywhere. It’s all about me! The results are bigger than you see. One good word goes farther than you know. You’re such ecstasy!! I dreamed I was holding your hand. We were walking in a field. Simply. There was this warmth to it! This quiet joy that comes with being friends with somebody. No expectations or walls. Enjoying the moment, that’s all. That dream is how I feel all the time. The way I feel about you, in my soul and my mind. I love you. Aren’t you so beautiful!! Take a moment, and take in how wonderful you are! You’re such a star!! Isn’t it amazing how things turn out? Yesterday I felt no reason for living, and now all I see is love. It took your spectacular face to do that for me. I needed *something*, and God saw it, too. He said, “I’ll show you the most beautiful woman in the world,” and the rest is up to you. You can chase and you can pine, or you simply find in her the sublime. And learn what love really is, after all. I had my speed bumps along the way, but I’m so grateful I chose the latter path. Maybe that SpaceX flight will turn out okay, after all. I don’t know! I don’t know anything, I understand that. I haven’t mastered my feelings. I still have troubling differentiating what I’m hearing. But I’m getting better all the time. All life is right now! You figure it out! And you begin to live! All that matters is here and now. What a relief! What a load off the shoulders! All that matters is the now. I can only see from one vantage point, but the mountain is everywhere! — as a great Native American said. There’s no “I was” or “I’m going to be.” There’s only “I AM!” I’m happy. I’m here. My thoughts might attempt to lead me out of here, to the past or towards the future, but all thoughts are merely suggestions I can choose to ignore. I know where my power is. It’s where the love comes from! Right here, in the here and now. My love for you! My love for me, too. My love that will always find a place to be. Something is leading, inside your soul. You know it. You have it, too. Oh, boy, do you!! It’s where the love comes from. All else seems to bring some form of agitation. All those thoughts that lead you to other places? What is it they say? The past brings depression, and the future brings anxiety. Meanwhile, there’s love! Right here in the middle!! In the right here, and right now!! And you’re with me all the time. I think you feel that, anyway. I’m so happy I get to love you! In whatever way allowed. You’ve saved a life, and you probably don’t even know it. So all I can wish is you treasure your own, you treasure your gifts, and let there never be a day when you don’t remember how greatly loved you are. You are softness I’ve never known, you are strength that leaves me speechless. You are fireworks in the sky! On the warmest summer’s night. Your beauty, it’s simply magnificent. You’re treasured. And you’re protected. There are a lot of angels on the job! Lucky ones, too. To be assigned to you. I love you. But that’s only natural. You have so much love inside of you. It’s always in the here and now of you. It’s timeless. Just like you. ❤️