Just a long Wednesday ramble! Forgive me! But, there’s all this excitement, isn’t there! Profound change is in the air! You have a pedigree. A provenance. And you’re cute!! To boot!! There’s going to be a lot of changes around here! The fear has gone away. It’s disappeared. You’re in good hands! You’ve got a higher authority looking out for you! Oh, what’s to say that hasn’t been said! Well, a lot, actually! You’re making a plan. And all the years leading up weren’t wasted at all. It was how it had to be. Meant to be. Moving along and coming together. To set you up for now and forever! It’s a good day after all. And you’ll be okay. Send love to wherever your fear is. Some monsters will become angels trying to help you. You’ve got so much in store! For all that is to come along. You’re far past worrying over who was right and who was wrong. You’re angelfire! You’re radical reformation!! All those things people might say are crazy, and yet you’ll make it all normal someday. They’ll see you as a visionary eventually. No more suffering through inspirational posts on Instagram that are so loaded with narcissism they make you want to puke! And then plugging their own religious view, inflicting it on you. Because people who are insecure must have you believe the way they do. It’s always that way, ever notice? Bah Humbug!! What got into *this* guy?! I’m sorry. It takes all kinds to make a world. You ain’t gonna change it. Let them be who they are. Otherwise, you’re no better, I remind me. Just try to love through the costume presented to you. If all you got is love, have some. There’s plenty!! Even for grumpy ol’ me. I can pull my mind out of the gutter. And quit my moaning and my griping. It doesn’t really matter what it’s over. The funny thing about getting older is you find someone annoying you who believes exactly something you used to believe not that long ago! So it’s like you’re getting mad at yourself! A previous version, anyway. And who knows what I’ll believe tomorrow. All those warring beliefs get us into so much trouble. They’ve started so many wars. If I’m simply love, there’s the answer that every tradition prescribes. If I’m simply love from my heart, I can’t do much better than that. Better than the hate that comes up in me when I’m so sure I’m right. When I have all the answers! It’s so annoying when the world doesn’t take your advice! Let me be wrong today, with nothing valuable to say, and with a heart full of love. I’m no better than those others that annoy me. I used to be them myself. Maybe I will be again. Who knows! So I can let it all go and take a deep breath! Clear out those cobwebs in my head. And remember to laugh over something absurd. Something silly like spilling spring water on my crotch by accident just before having to make a public appearance! Ah!! What do I do now?? Flash forward: “Um, I’ve seen masks worn over the mouth and nose, but really? Down there?” “I heard you could catch it that way. It’s the latest from Fauci! Anyway! Never mind! Gotta go!!” And get the hell out of there hoping they didn’t quite catch my name! There’s always something to laugh about! And in those moments we’re all really the same. Hopefully you capped your spring water, though, while driving. And tomorrow you’ll be thriving!! It’s a new moon in Leo! And, by George, I feel it!! Suddenly all these new plans thrusting into motion! Things that had been sitting for a decade suddenly have new purpose! And it feels it was meant to be all along!! Never fall into regret over what could have been. It was meant to be exactly as it is. The divine doesn’t worry over time. The divine figures you’ve got a million years. We’re so busy looking at this one. There are big deaths and little deaths. And little births and big births!! So many more happening that our brains don’t comprehend! That’s more the business of our soul. And your heart is the mediator. The go between! Oh, it’s so silly for me to get caught up in what others are saying or doing! Just love them! Start by loving me. Somedays we’re all spilling water on our jeans! Right in that spot in between! And so happy for it! Ah! Karma visited me!! And said, “So who’s taking himself so seriously??” After tantruming like a three-year-old, then comes the laughter! What a release! Oh, what freedom! I’m a beautiful disaster!!! Take the lesson, but spread that laughter! Who cares what I believe or what I think. As long as my heart plays mediator! Stepping in between as if to break up a fight! Saying, “Don’t forget! You guys love each other!” Everything will be all right. Trying so hard to be better! All this light and love. When deep inside I try to hide this little b*tch who’s all curmudgeonly!! So let him take the stage! Let him see the light of day! And laugh it away. If I try to hide him, I’m a fake. And the funny thing when given the light of day, he usually fades away, with a lot of love and laughter. Oh, to be human isn’t so bad. It’s great. Living in a world of light and dark. Of up and down. Of sunrise and sunset. We’re made of all that while here. There’ll be plenty of time to be a perfect eternal soul. Here is where the playtime is! And not the war. As long as I remember to make that first choice. When we touch through laughter, we can laugh at ourselves. And connect in a way in a moment that is timeless. And the soul takes a freeing breath and smiles! And sunshine fills the space. There’s a lot of love in there. Maybe I’ll let my thoughts have a day off! And enjoy this place. “It takes all kinds to make a world!” I remember that line I used before. There was this *old* movie! One of the earliest talkies! It was called “Doctor X!” And you know in those old movies you expect the guys to be all alpha and tough-talking and all these sexist stereotypes. A lot of that to be sure. But I remember being surprised. My memory is foggy, but there was this scene where the cop or someone saw another guy who was eccentric or effeminate or whatever quality that, you know, was not acceptable! And I expected the reaction to be like that 1930s tough-guy response of, “Hey, pally! What do you say you straighten up! And be like the rest of us! Find yourself a girl and get married! Why you wisecracker you!!” Instead, he smiled and shook his head, and said, “It takes all kinds to make a world!” And I thought, how brilliant! So unexpected! Especially in a film from 1932! It was pre-Code and directed by Michael Curtiz (who’d go on to direct Casablanca!). So maybe that had something to do with it! But nevertheless. Wow. Yeah! “It takes all kinds to make a world!” And a smile. The world will always make tough types, and sensitive types, and combinations of the two. Some of us have been both in one life! So it’s kinda crazy to hate either type! All the colors in the spectrum! Like the colors in that Peacock app from NBC that’s a sister network of where she is! Oh, there she is!! That one who inspired me so! Although she hasn’t been seen in a while. It’s so wonderful to have a muse. Someone or something that brings out all the light in you. Hold onto that if you’re able. Whatever it is for you. But never try to grab it or hold it. You’ll find it slips away from you. Just behold it, and love it, and love all the things she does for you. You’re an angel. You gave me a future. So much brighter than anything I could have ever imagined before. You’re in all of it because you’re a part of me. And now profound changes are in the air! For me. Some real changes of scenery and things becoming clearer, for 2021 and 2022. God willing, of course, that is. And, of course, it’s not about having you. Or even knowing you as a friend. That would be wonderful, yes!! If that could ever happen! But I notice the happiness is still there when I let go of you! You’re not going anywhere. You’re always in my heart. There’s nothing to be all worried about. This problem or that. Over businesses and taxes or health concerns that could create fear in me. Or over bills and obligations and those scary serious people with authority. We’ve all got a few of those. But, they can smile, too. Everything will be okay. To be afraid is an insult to the divine who’s been pulling the strings that got you all this way. You’re in good hands. Remember to laugh, and enjoy that sunshine! And spread it around to all those you meet. Sometimes monsters are angels in disguise. We’re all the same deep down inside. We’re only visiting here. But, what a wonderful day!! What a spectacular view. You’re the most beautiful girl. And remember, it takes all kinds to make a world! So true. I’m so happy in this one, there’s you. ❤️
Happy Wednesday! I hope you’re smiling and so happy. 🌟🍀
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You’re amazing! Thanks for such loving comments. It’s been a pretty wild year, but I don’t have to tell you that! I know you’ll be successful and enduring.
Enjoy those rays if you’re able!! ☀️🥰