Talk about sensational!! Never expected to see you pop up there for some reason – it feels so long!! But it served as such an *awesome* reminder of why you’re the best at what you do. And so many congrats on all those exciting milestones coming up for you! California is so lucky to have you. If you feel you made a mistake, come on over and grab a shovel! I broke one already – this lovely mix of snow and slush that weighs more than I do right now! See all you’re missing?! I know everything will be wonderful for you. It’s all the broken hearts left behind that adore you that I’m worried about! You cast quite a shadow. If ever there’s a lonely day, though, I hope you remember how *much* people love you! You’ve certainly made my life so much better. Can’t imagine where things would be if I hadn’t first seen you in ’18. You’ve added such excitement and smiles, and this feeling that life truly is magical. And if ever you have a kinky fat, hairy Italian guy fantasy, that would be the *one* time I missed your phone call – AAAH!!!!!!!! (Not the good kind of “AH!!!” there!!!) Okay, getting back in shape! Life is beautiful! You *always* leave people who adore you better than when you found them!! And I know there’s so much good stuff in the future! Thank you for inspiring me so. It *had* to be you. Because nobody in my life has ever made me feel as you do. I— I (I actually stuttered here, so I had to put it in!) I … I’m just flabbergasted. What can I say? I have honestly *never* seen anyone as beautiful as you. I don’t expect to ever again. You’re that person who just reaches in!! And turns a guy inside out, and upside down! But, I’m a big boy. Ahem, I’m ‘daddy’ after all! (Oh, shit – I quit tinder and deleted most of the phone numbers.) Anyway! Who cares!! The best part is I don’t crave anything, or feel I’m missing anything at all! *That’s* a new feeling! You did something to me over three years. That’s how I know it was meant to be (for me, I mean)! I’m still sorting out how much better you left me. It’s like a spiritual experience just to see you. You’re THAT kind of beautiful. Hope it’s warm and safe where you are. You always got angels around you. You’re always in somebody’s nightly prayers. You’re a goddess, baby girl. Happy February!