I wrote “remember!” in a tweet! And she wrote “Remember” in hers! Okay, I used an exclamation point, and she used a comma, but still!! It’s a clue! … Ah!! That’s what I thought when I finally peeked! Anyway! I’m writing! I’m composing! But I hope I’m not making a tragic error in not viewing! I stopped except for the wexing about a week ago. It just occurred to me, though. So, I take a couple months away to make some video. When I return there’ll be a ring on your finger, and I’ll feel devastated! Any chance of friendship will have ended. 😟 ah, it’s just so sad, though, not to get those little *bursts* anymore. Anyway, you’re magical! I’m too shy to share your tweets, even if it fits in with my #blm stuff with #juneteenth. I’m in such a funk! I feel like I’ve come out of a dream, one that was all my own making. It was the most magical thing *ever* for me, though. Anyhow, I’m down to 170! I was 200 in March! But I’m also pushing 50, so I know it’s time for multiple reality checks!! I still dream that tweet on Feb 26 was for me. But then I scream, “Ah! But I blew it on April 10th! So even if so, that tweet no longer stands.” Anyway, today I kind of connected with someone who is 33, and she was all afraid to tell me she was pregnant. She said, “I was afraid you wouldn’t want to know me.” And I just said some comforting things. I’ve had so much practice over two years trying to be a source of something uplifting for you. And she said, Where did you come from? And I thought, it’s just nice to be nurturing to someone, and not want anything. Or get turned off by some unexpected news. It’s not sexual, it’s just this feeling of having a place to direct this nurturing. And, I thought, … *wow* … this person I am, I guess in this moment, is someone I really like. Someone I didn’t know I could be. And ALL of it is because of what you’ve done for me. So it’s really been such a nice thing. It’s hard, though, because – and I know it’s silly – my heart often feels like it’s breaking, because I carried this dream. I can see how over the top I was. I can only imagine what’s been said on the other side. I don’t want to know! Especially if it’s really bad. You bring out the very best in me. Qualities I never knew I had. You’re so amazing! I really am working on this stuff! And I’m learning – or re-learning – all the mundane nerdy stuff that goes along with it. By the time I premiere it, I’m afraid it will be too late! You’ll be off and married, and the only chance of friendship is if I live to be one hundred and six. Anyway, these are all the thoughts that go through my mind. Good thing I just let them be thoughts and don’t write them down! Or print them! Oh, s*^t, I just did!!! 😃 You’re a masterpiece. I hope all is beautiful in your world! Happy summer solstice!! Well, it’s not today but it’s coming soon! You’ve changed everything! For me. Thanks ❤️