😍So beautiful out, ran with Jakey and determined to get on my abs diet – and somehow we ended up at dunkin’ and beyond meat sandwiches and multiple orders of hash browns ended up in our stomachs. It’s weird how things like that can happen when you’re minding your own business!! And I *just* get home and I hear your name and almost drop everything – juggling an iced coffee before it hit the floor! It’s like something out of a sitcom!!! “Or a horror movie,” she adds … ah, I hope not!! I promise it’s cute and it’s funny – I hope when you see me, you agree!! I promise it’s harmless. I just feel so happy! And there you are!!! A sight for sore eyes!!! And the *best* part is it stayed on you – the whole freaking time!!!! No cutting away. So I could finally get my fix – a stitch in time – without interruption!!! And just lose myself in you. Like feeling lost in the desert, and there’s this oasis that’s you. And it’s not a mirage. It’s really you!!!! And everything is right with the world again!!! That’s how it feels, honestly. That’s what you do. I’m just one happy customer. It’s how the world feels about you. You’re extraordinary. And oh-so beautiful today. … but what else is new? ❤️ In the past, there’d be this rapid-fire response to things! That place where I gauge how I’m doing or where I stood. It’s been so long, and the way things are going, it might be longer still. That was the only method of communication to keep the dream alive. … Or so I thought!! I was wrong! It turns out it doesn’t depend upon a look at all! As life-changing as it is, coming from you. And I love this about you: It’s the feeling that I get over you. I know now that even if you weren’t to appear at all, I’d still keep doing what I do! This warmest feeling, I’m feeling it now. It’s more powerful than anything else. It’s real, and it’s tangible. This heat, this warmth, this centering. It’s the realest thing in the world!! When the world is crying doomsday, and financial markets are tumbling, and blue-meanie corona bugs are rumbling … here I am, so warmly smiling over you!! And your lemon sun bounces through!! All I have to do is picture you! Today, in a convertible, driving down the strip, you in your sunglasses, and the sun dancing off your fiery hair … Who wouldn’t pay a fortune to get that feeling!! “I’ll have what she’s having!” (It was “When Harry Met Sally!” I finally remembered!) I’m glad I don’t have to pay for it, because it’s invaluable and priceless, and there’d be price gouging due to high demand. And low supply. Because there is always only one you. And here I feel this greatest gift of all! I’d give you everything I have, and yet you never ask for a thing. The only gift I offer here is to tell you how I feel. And that’s always free (well, $2.99 on kindle technically, but sadly no need for price gouging there!! 😂 – and you know it’s free everywhere). When the world looks scary, I feel so blessed I have you to turn to. If only in my mind. You are so incredibly special. You have this life-affirming magic I’m never able to define. Although I try. I owe that to you. I’ve heard a lot about the ‘wounded healer’ – that person who brings magic to others while never feeling it for herself. I so hope you’re never that person! I hope you are aware – that you *feel* – this magic about yourself! It’s only right that you do!! If ever you don’t, I try to express how it is you make me feel, in the hope it carries back to you. And you feel it, too! I promise it all comes from you. Nobody else does what you do. And, it’s funny. I know you are protected. I know you’ll be okay. I’m not the ‘religious type’ but hopefully spiritual, and I pray all the time angels watch over you. And I really feel like they do!! You’re so precious. You’ve added magic to my life. I can’t imagine this world without you. And you have this strength I can sense. It’s palpable. There is absolutely nothing you cannot do!! You’re brilliant and you’re beautiful. Like no one I’ve ever seen. This is just where the needle is on the record, but your disc is long playing. I love you! I hope that’s okay. I always feel so wonderful when I think of you! It’s the very best feeling!! It’s amazing that it doesn’t cost a thing. … You can doubt a dozen things, but never doubt you are magic – defined! If I know anything, that’s the realest truth of all. I’ve lived it for quite a while now. I’m speaking from experience. You’re the magic in my life. ☀️ You’re amazing, baby girl. Happy new week to you! Thanks for getting me dreaming again. And some are beginning to catch fire. You have been loved. You are loved. You’ll always be loved. You’re everything. ❤️