Maybe your soul is very old. Only your soul knows its age. Nobody else can tell you. We listen so often to answers coming from outside, especially when we’re tired. And give our power away in little ways. But only you know. Really. You don’t need a go-between. Between you the divine. Remember another human is human. Not matter the title or the divination. We love our costumes, don’t we? We’re pretty much the same naked. Well, within reason! Some situations are so tricky. You love to help a friend, then she gives you all the details. And you take on that sad look, too. Oh, you say. This isn’t so easy to solve at all, is it. It’s like a game of Jenga. And here I thought I could help you. You still can. Listening lovingly is a helping hand. Stuck in this lease. Or trapped in this or that. And when there’s money involved, it’s a whole added other layer. I’m not pure. But am I pure enough to get a message across? Something filled with love. Wouldn’t that be exciting? I love you. You have my attention. I’ll do whatever you say. Without that, I can only offer suggestions. Take them or leave them, as you may. Just know you’re loved. So much! Better to be trapped with you, than free in the light alone. Turn off everything around you. Our minds are that arcade machine filled with those little toys. That claw reaching down, glomming onto every one in sight. All these shiny things that agitate you. Let the circus pass through. If only for today. Be someone deep inside of you. Simply breathing with your eyes closed. Or open, however it is you like to do it. There are no rules. No go-between needed. It’s whatever feels right to you. You make the rules, so you can ignore them when you choose. Run by every logical answer you come up with, but test how your heart feels when considering them. Which ones sound good but leave you feeling lower. Subtly or not so subtle. Which one grabs your joy a little stronger, even if it sounds impossible to do. The thing with you is that your heart should always be lifted. You deserve that joyful feeling so much! Oops, sorry. Being a go-between, I guess. But it’s only out of love. For you. I want you to be happy. I so really-very-much do. When you smile, oh, I don’t know how to describe it. Even if you’re not feeling it, you still have so much power. When you do? Feel it, that is? Look out, world!! She’s comin’ through!! That’s how it is with you. It’s a pity you don’t get to be someone else once in a while, only so you could sit on the other side of you! And experience how it feels when all this YOU is coming at them!! It’s a miracle! It’s otherworldly. This person with *so* much beauty. Everything is felt with you. This whole roller coaster going on inside of me! You turn it on, you flip the switch! You’re the ferris wheel all lit up! Complete with fireworks over the horizon! The whole she-bang! Of sights sounds and passion!! All going on inside me, every time you’re seen! And it’s been so, so long it feels! That Waiting for Godot bit all over again! Will she ever show? Spoiler alert forthcoming!! It ends without us knowing. What’s he doing over there scribbling? I’m rewriting the ending! You’re in this baby, after all! Apologies to Samuel Beckett! We’re just gonna improve a little on this, said the Hollywood producer! People want a happy ending! So, ta-da!! There she is!! Places, everybody!! We have a new star in the cast! She shows up in the third act! After all this anticipating!! All this waiting? Well, waiting no more!! And you return to your glory! Saving souls along the way!! You make it look so easy! Oh, it’s just another day for a goddess!! And your first line is, “How long you been waiting??” And the bedraggled bodies answer, “Oh, not long at all!” never wanting to displease you! “There was an interesting magazine in the waiting room! Oh, no trouble whatsoever!!” And bursting with joy inside!! “She came!!” She arrived, after all!! Did you ever doubt it? Not for a second! Her sun always rises again. Oh, your face. This golden celestial doorway into everything ecstatic! The feeling is automatic! It’s an autonomic response!! Like a plug finding the outlet!! There’s so much electricity going on. Every time you appear. Seen in person, or seen on a screen, or seen in a memory seared into my brain. It’s always the same, and never the same! Oh, you’re so pretty. This elegance of you. This classic beauty built right into you! And yet it’s never been seen before. You with those blues and those reds! And that golden aura I’ve mentioned so many times already. If you’re not an angel, then who is?? “So, where are you going with this?” I’m sorry! I lost my train of thought! My silly choo-choo, chugging around in a circle on a track. Not many trains can do loop-de-loops, but this one does! And I forget there was ever a problem at all. I pray you go with what makes you feel higher. Or gives you deep peace inside. Vertical rising or luxurious reclining! Going up or letting go of something! Or both! Whatever thought it is that makes your heart warm in your being! And your eyes light up so much it lights the way around you! Even if it’s never for me, it still would make me happy. To see you so sure in your place of love and saying, “Go between? You don’t need to be seen!” I’ve got all the answers right inside of me. My chest is lighting up like E.T.’s!! And I’m just as cute, but way more in the kissable kind of way! I swear there’s a line of people with flowers in their arms and cards for you every Valentine’s Day, with their heads hung down. Looking like one of those bread lines in the Great Depression. Wending its way on cobblestones, stretching from corner to corner. I know the chances are low, but, oh, I wish I could just get these to her. As a show of my appreciation. You must know how people love to give. The feeling is so good it’s a little bit selfish. That feeling of giving anything to you that you might appreciate! A show of love, that’s all. You’re someone so special, and so different. You’re that one where you walk into the bar, and the seasoned bartender, well, she looks at you, and says, “Your kind doesn’t come by this way very often.” You could wear similar clothes and try to blend in, but something always gives you away! It would be like the sun dressing up in disguise with sunglasses on its face, and misguidedly feeling secure! “Oh, nobody will recognize me at all!” But you’re beaming!! You burn up the place!! And you say, “Don’t panic! I can pay for this! I’m sorry! I have insurance!!” But they’re all too enthralled with you to be upset at all!! You’re the sun, after all. And there’s only one of you. At least in this solar system, anyway! You don’t have any competition. I know it’s true, because if you only knew how you light me up inside, you surely wouldn’t argue. “Okay, I’m the Sun. Fine. Then who were my parents?” Well, you see, that’s the thing!! You’re made up of all the other stars that came before you! At least that’s what science says (I think)!! Everything that was once so powerful before the rest of us were even a blink of the eye! They died, only to give life to you!! And take your glorious form! The most beautiful woman in the world. Yeah, that will do! Why not? So surely nothing should get you down. There’s no problem the sun can’t solve. Well, except global warming. But, hey! You’re just doing your job! There’s nothing the sun has to think its way out of. It just follows its heart. Heart and mind in motion! In collaboration! All this consciousness in action!! Oh, it’s a such perfection to view! At the risk of going blind! I’m so blinded by you. You! Just doin’ what you’re doin’!! Ruled by your heart. You’re fire in motion! Breathing in and breathing out. A meditation of the very highest order. “Will she be okay?” “Well, what do *you* think?!” She’s the sun god!! That Venus goddess!! Yeah, I’d say she’s gonna be just fine! Oh, you have that power. Look at what you do! Changing lives on a dime, just from having seen you. Who does that? The moon?? (Well, you as the moon is another post! We’ll get to that later!) Oh, you’re just everything!! Everyone just falls in love with you!! And, why not? You were made to be this way. To be so great!! The sun has big shoes to fill! The size of Jupiter and Saturn! You were hand-picked for the job from the beginning. And I’d say it’s working! Because nobody lights up somebody inside the way you do. And as far as we can tell, the sun never has too many worries. A lot of consciousness going on there, to put it mildly, but not a lot of overthinking! You work in the field of the heart. It’s where you get your information. Leave the cerebral to the mere mortals. You’ve got a job to do that with all due respect is a little big bigger!! You’re the epiphany!! The “A-HA!!” moment!! The bringing life to things where all felt dead before it. You’re brilliance incarnate! You’re that buzzing!! In a world of zagging, you’re positively zinging!! You’re the most beautiful girl who ever, ever was. You’re brilliant in the truest definition. With all that in mind, we think you’ll do just fine. You’re the light inside a heart. You need no go-between. You always have the answer. And, you are *so* wonderful. In case anyone forgot to tell you today. You’re my light. And you’re beautiful in ways that are simply too impossible to express. But Lord knows we’re trying! Not only do you have all the answers, you’re the answer itself. You’re the sun. You’re the light and the warmth. And all the realization that comes. You’re so beautiful. You’re so loved. I hope you feel that in your heart. ❤️  

Well, there’s a gush for ya. I love you!! Happy Thursday!! Almost Friday!! Woo-hoooo!!! You’re spectacular. ☀️  

“THERE SHE IS!!” is a book that will be updated, with new ones from here and the website. It’s just for fun. It’s just for joy. It’s just a way to share with you how beautiful you are. (search my name on amazon if you wanna.) 💜    

I miss you! I hope you’re thriving! 🌟🌱  

This was another stream-of-consciousness ramble that just poured out of me. I hope it’s okay! I have to run, but will try to clean it up later. Please forgive any mistakes. You’re loved!! Always.