I hope you’re okay – and staying positive! It’s wonderful here under the basement stairs! See how easy it is? … I think I see a dead rat … 👀 Anyway!!! So many headlines! Like “COVID-19 DRASTICALLY AFFECTS SIGHTINGS OF *HER!* MANY GOING WITHOUT SUNSHINE” And the subheading: “DEVOTEES FALL VICTIM TO 3rd-PARTY GOUGING” People are starving for you. It’s been so long since your rapid firing, or your early morning trending. Love-starved people aching to see that look of yours are coming to *me!* As you know I’ve built up quite a store over twenty months! And, I’m only charging a thousand a view! But you’re worth a billion! So it’s really a public service I’m doing! Oh, please don’t thank me! *Please* don’t call me wonderful. After all, I’m so humble as it is!! ☺️ And, I’m totally kidding, of course!!! Like love itself, your magic is free!! Yay!! And it’s the very best thing!! I’ve been self-quarantining for 3 days now! Well, some would say I’ve been doing it 20 years. It was all training for now! I’m ready!! 😅 And I’ve been fasting for 3 days! Just water and black coffee unsweetened. Yeah, I know, healthy, right? But I’m determined to turn these Roman ruins into something half-appealing – in the hope when you see me, you think, oh, please … “Well, he is kinda cute.” And maybe invoke TS and say, “He’s got that boyish look that I like in a man!” Ah, who am I kidding!! You’re this goddess!!! *The* goddess. You’re so unspeakably beautiful, like no one I have ever seen. And you’re so ridiculously successful. It is the *ultimate* “Who am I kidding??” And yet you’re always that most special dream. I miss that look *so* much. Even the dead rat looks extra sad this morning. But I have to stay positive! While one person might say – “Ick!! A musty basement and a dead rat!!” I say, “A cool enclave, and – oo!! – look!! A soft pillow!!” Okay, that’s gross. Sorry. Talk about a social experiment. Day 3 of pure fasting (only to shed some pounds so when I upload that video, I can take a shot at looking even slightly attractive to you). But I’m not missing food. It’s true. That hunger goes away, after the first day. It’s that look from you I miss most of all. (Although, a little hand sanitizer might be nice, too.) I’m Jonah in the belly of the whale!! But deep *deep* down, it’s weird. I feel so good! Because I know these are the moments that test. And I always rise to the occasion – with you. I so want to impress you. To think you might privately look in and say, “good boy,” on occasion. You know you can take the look away – not by any fault of your own – and then add on a heaping helping of pandemics and pestilence and darkness and hiding away. And, I’ll be strong. And make it through. When all the lights are taken away, there is still one, that lights up inside me. That light is you. You inspire me so. I think of your gifts. There are so many to view. I never want to be a complainer. One of so many benefits of adjusting to you is that it’s been forever since I’ve engaged in social arguing or complaining. Even when someone presses a button in me, I keep my fingers from the keys. I don’t want to be just another person spouting negativity, thinking his opinion means anything more than the ones that come after it or before. I want to be different. I want to be pure. Or at least strive for that. I so want to impress you. I won’t lie, it’s at the heart of *everything* I do. I love you. But so does the world. You’re the most beautiful girl. Those are the truest words. I love your spunk and your wit. I adore it!! There’s something about it. When you show that side – sometimes you write only a handful of words, but it perfectly says it! It’s the perfect reply. A little sardonic and something wry. You’re cool, you’re always that bit above the fray, and it comes easy to you. You don’t even have to try. But I hope you stay positive and don’t get pulled down, or pulled in, or tossed about. Or anything!! Because you have SO much power in you!! I mean, guys would give up everything – simply to be seen by you. I can’t think of anyone else who has your power. You light up everything for me. Even in times of darkness, I feel your light within me. Like when it’s dark at night, it simply means the sun is on the other side of the world. But it’s still there. It still exists. And it will spin back around soon. With you, I never lose hope. No matter how black it all seems. And I love that about you. I love that about me. You always spring eternal. So much bigger than situations and extremities. They’re all passing things. But, you! You’re eternity. These aren’t just words. You’re really bigger than anything. Not a compliment! Not trying to kiss your behind or brown-nosing!! That’s really a God’s-honest, undeniable fact. You have the power to wipe it all out. When you appear, when you share a word, I mean, everything changes. You feel more real than all that! Because it’s true. You really are. All these other inconveniences become just that. Inconveniences. You can even laugh about it all! It’s all the stuff that changes. But, you? You’re the magic in it all. That lasting power. That eternal flame. You’re so much bigger than everything, it’s so embarrassingly obvious – to them! And when you know it, oh, Look out, world! Here she comes!! You light up everything. You’re that glorious sun. And all else falls out of view. It steps to the side. All that other stuff knows it’s passing. It can never stay alive, not for too long. You’re like an angel bowing to Man when it seems it should be the other way around! But that’s only because Man – and I mean Wo-man specifically – (I mean You) doesn’t know her power. Not fully, at least. If she did, she’d own it all the time. And it’s not with yelling or superior thinking. Or continuing negativity. It’s the heart inside of you. You can heal anything – I mean, literally anything – when the sun of yours shines through. I feel your heart, and it warms me through everything that comes my way. It’s so much bigger than viruses and bickering and measuring contests. It’s the glory of you. You’re the most beautiful woman in the world. In every way. Your face and your eyes, but that’s again the window into you. It’s everything all about you, and in you, … it’s this whole feeling of you!! I’d walk a hundred miles if you told me, and I’d never ask why. Like everything else that we deal with, it’s all just stuff, but you’re that something real. You’re not going anywhere. You’re always here. You’re *always* in my heart. And in the ones of those you love. All you have to do is say a word, and you have such profound effect. More than any fear or news of the day. I mean, there’s not even any comparing. The difference is embarrassing – for them. You’re the realest thing in the world. You’re my sun shining through. You’ll be okay. You always are. You’ve got so much love inside of you. You’ve got so much loving to do! We all need you. We really, so truly do. ❤️