The thrill will never go, because it moves backwards and forwards. I’m so lost in you forever. Passion that rustles my cages, and yet I’d be completed to be a friend. Some days I’m lost at sea. Some days I’m on solid ground. And yet I’m always steady, for you. I don’t need anything from you, but it doesn’t stop a guy from trying. Trying to be near you. Because you’re a dream I dreamed that’s too big to fit into. You hold the space. For everything. You’re the ne plus ultra. You’re the zenith. Even if in a bed when time has worn everything away, all I desire is to feel my heart against yours. You’re the best friend I’ve never met. You’re starlight and you’re magnificent. Live your life like she’s already in it. I do. I’m true to you. You’re the woman in my dreams. You were in my dreams last night. Doing a live shot while I stood outside your window on the portico, trying to keep the noise down. From my drunken happy grandmother in the house next to you. Dreams are funny that way. It was funny like a sitcom. And you never missed a beat, managing three realities at once, and you gave me a thumbs up. You’re so cool that way. They never see you sweat. And when I dared to retweet something of yours and add a “yay!” I panicked when I realized I did it to the wrong one, then aborted the mission. And sitting in my bathing suit, although there’s no pool at this place, I was covered in sweat from head to toe. And the room was cold. That’s how I afraid I get. That you’ll reject me. It would feel like God saying, “Go away.” I look at you that way, and yet it’s not a pedestal. Because I bet I can point out things about you nobody else even sees, I swear. I see it all, but I don’t see anything as bad or good. It’s all beautiful, because it’s you. I’d be so happy to be a friend. I’ve worn myself out, and I’m feeling lost at sea. But every time I turn around there’s a piece of shore behind me. Guiding me. You light up the room. I don’t need a thing from you, but can you blame a guy for trying? A litter of puppies playing leapfrog over each other excitedly, in the game of gaining your view. That look from you. When rapid firing and you would glance, the world would stop and down was up. That’s how it always felt. It never goes away. The thrill of you will never die, because it moves backwards and forwards all the time. I’m tainted but my love is pure I promise you. I’m not going anywhere. If that’s okay. Just in the chance I could ever hold your hand, or hug you like I mean it in a time that’s safe to do so. However far away, even if in some other lifetime. I’m lost at sea or on solid ground, depending on the day, but my love is always steady. If ever there’s a time when the lights appear dimmer, and you’re looking for a friend, I’ll always be ready. To say, rest in me, rest in my love. Like an angel looking over you from above. This warmth and gentleness inside your heart is how you’ll know me. A love that knows no description. It’s balanced and it’s true. Something soft but strong, felt deep inside of you. Nothing outside can hurt you. I send all my love to you. On that day that may never come. I do it all the time, anyway. It never hurts to practice. And you’ve grown me into someone, who is so much better than he was before. It’s beautiful when it’s trying. It’s bliss for all the rest of it. Because you’re out at sea and you’re safe at shore, with me when I’m in it. Wherever I find myself, you’re there in a special way. And I know everything will be okay. There’s this comfort. ❤️  

What’s a Friday morning without a little gushing? I love you. Happy weekend. … The older stuff is in “THERE SHE IS!!” (on amazon). Some new video and songs and stuff coming this autumn. You’re never not noticed. Even when lost at sea, there’s always a signal somewhere! You’re always the one. Who flips life upside down! **Your spectacular face.** Oh, that’s when everything stops. And starts again new. You bring *so* much bliss on solid ground, and when lost at sea in misery, I say, “I see you, pain. What can you teach me today?” And gossamer string is revealed along with a heavenly wink, I swear. It’s only growing pains, son. You’re in such loving hands. And you? You’re the most spellbinding soul of all. 🌟  

Have a wonderful weekend to you all!! ☀️😌🌱