I can drive out the darkness in your mind. I know I can. It’s the love I’ve got that’s divine. For you. For a love so beautiful, it brought me back. All my desire and my pain, all my worry and my folly, it led me home. To the part of me that is love. A listening, and a finding and abiding in my soul. Where neediness slips away, and those chains are released. I’m just so happy to be with you, wherever you are. I always am. I might not be looking today, but I know that you’re there. Maybe you feel me about you sometimes. Beautiful you. You opened a door in me, and now I’m free. I’m not pining so much as I’m listening, to the rain falling hard. It’s a good hard rain this morning. If you don’t feel appreciated or seen, know that *I* know a million people should be celebrating your work. Right at this moment. I would if I could. I’d make myself known if I thought it were okay. When in my soul and not in my longing, I’m your angel. Wishing to pull magic strings around you; a million likes, a thousand comments, perhaps that mysterious someone who delivers you a cup of coffee and you smile. You deserve it. You’ve earned it. I see what you do. I see what you did there. I know how you care. I know how you love. Sometimes I find myself in immediate moments of prayer. It comes right on over me. I know how you love your little man. I feel it in a way as if it’s you feeling it right inside my heart. I pray he’s always healthy and he thrives. I know we have the same worries when we do. I pray things stay just the same with you, for as long as they can. Even though that means me not being there. You know I’m there. I only wish I had you so when anything happens someday far away, I could be there, soft and quiet by your side. And you feel the strength in that. Holding you in the rain and comforting you. Lovingly wiping your eyes. I don’t dream of any parties. I dream of when the party is all over. When the night has grown dark and ain’t nobody around. When things don’t shine, it’s those moments I dream of you feeling my love. It’s strong like Beyonce. It’s just hiding under a man. I can’t look today. Not you in motion anyway. I didn’t yesterday. You know I wish I could. How can I play any masculine games, when all I feel is divine love for you. Like a goddess at play. I don’t care how it make me look. I’ll never care how you look. It’s so far beyond all that. You know that I feel that. Maybe that love scares you. It’s a good hard rain this morning. I’m not scared of anything. And I’m not wanting anything now. I got my love. I got some swagger. I’m okay in the dark. But you … You light me all up. You power it all. You’re not there now, and yet I’m feeling strong. I got you all inside of me. It’s perfect love. ❤️