I can drive out the darkness in your mind. I know I can. Itโs the love Iโve got thatโs divine. For you. For a love so beautiful, it brought me back. All my desire and my pain, all my worry and my folly, it led me home. To the part of me that is love. A listening, and a finding and abiding in my soul. Where neediness slips away, and those chains are released. Iโm just so happy to be with you, wherever you are. I always am. I might not be looking today, but I know that youโre there. Maybe you feel me about you sometimes. Beautiful you. You opened a door in me, and now Iโm free. Iโm not pining so much as Iโm listening, to the rain falling hard. Itโs a good hard rain this morning. If you donโt feel appreciated or seen, know that *I* know a million people should be celebrating your work. Right at this moment. I would if I could. Iโd make myself known if I thought it were okay. When in my soul and not in my longing, Iโm your angel. Wishing to pull magic strings around you; a million likes, a thousand comments, perhaps that mysterious someone who delivers you a cup of coffee and you smile. You deserve it. Youโve earned it. I see what you do. I see what you did there. I know how you care. I know how you love. Sometimes I find myself in immediate moments of prayer. It comes right on over me. I know how you love your little man. I feel it in a way as if itโs you feeling it right inside my heart. I pray heโs always healthy and he thrives. I know we have the same worries when we do. I pray things stay just the same with you, for as long as they can. Even though that means me not being there. You know Iโm there. I only wish I had you so when anything happens someday far away, I could be there, soft and quiet by your side. And you feel the strength in that. Holding you in the rain and comforting you. Lovingly wiping your eyes. I donโt dream of any parties. I dream of when the party is all over. When the night has grown dark and ainโt nobody around. When things donโt shine, itโs those moments I dream of you feeling my love. Itโs strong like Beyonce. Itโs just hiding under a man. I canโt look today. Not you in motion anyway. I didnโt yesterday. You know I wish I could. How can I play any masculine games, when all I feel is divine love for you. Like a goddess at play. I donโt care how it make me look. Iโll never care how you look. Itโs so far beyond all that. You know that I feel that. Maybe that love scares you. Itโs a good hard rain this morning. Iโm not scared of anything. And Iโm not wanting anything now. I got my love. I got some swagger. Iโm okay in the dark. But you โฆ You light me all up. You power it all. Youโre not there now, and yet Iโm feeling strong. I got you all inside of me. Itโs perfect love. โค๏ธ
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